Mercy

Told y'all God was speaking to me through song lyrics... The following lyrics pretty much sum up my life right now...

This is me, being real.

Mercy by Kristene Mueller

"What shall i do with you my love
What shall i do with you
For Your loyalty to me is like
The morning clouds
Like the dew that goes away so early

What shall i do with You my love
You keep bringing me sacrifices
To ease your mind
But it's your heart that I want

Hasn't it been a long road
With disappointments
Chasing after lovers
That just throw you away

Are you done fighting now
All the love it takes to lighten you
Shame was never meant to be
Your portion

You keep bringing me sacrifices
To ease your mind
But it's your heart that I want

Though these sins are red as scarlet
I will wash them white in my mercy
Though these sins are red as scarlet
I will wash them white in my mercy"


God, help me out of this place I'm in! Show me Holy Spirit how to lay it all down and not pick it back up, to truly give my heart to Abba. I am so sick, and weary, from all of life's disappointments and struggles. I'm tired of fighting Daddy. Help me not to "grow weary in well doing", to keep pushing through when all seems hopeless or lost. I need You Daddy, to hold me and love on me, to forgive me and walk with me, to use me God. Thank You for always being here for me Abba, I can always count on You! I love You so much! Love always, Your little girl...